Last night

was amazing.

"Something you'll never forget, what life's all about."
Quoted from someone I've always neglected. I'm sowwie.

Ouch, that kinda felt good.

Who would have thought that I would be here right now?
In this position..
Felt so good to let it out
But damn...
Those two words just about sums up how im feelin.
HA. I was a fool more than twice
I can't believe I missed'em.
She told me to just ignore'em or it'll stay on repeat,
So i listened cuz man..it just feels so wrong
I'm sorry yalll, i just couldnt take it today, haha makes me laugh
Hopefully my blushes just fade away
Dont make fun of me, cuz i said the truth, or at least tried to
You know i'm right, you know you're feelin it too
I'm just one of those who are trynna be strong
Cause ive been done so wrong
Not trying to rhyme, don't even call this a poem, cuz its just what it is. me.
Im just sitting here laughing at myself for what this already is.
I'm laughing, I'm smiling, I'm shakin my head cuz
ooo oo i cant believe it.
My life aint that bad? i got you, and you, and the rest of youuus
I dont need him anymore, or any HIMS thaht may come along
Sure you know i got this feeling for this one HIM right now
But it aint real, haha its all a game, just like that fake ass facade i talked about today.
The past got me fiending for another HIM, just so i could be like..
Ginuwine? singin.... my whole life hasss changeeeddddd...
Yeahhhhh. No. lol im so cold you dont even know
But i got my friends to keep me warm, heck, i even got my own sunshine
Ha...i don't know what im doing, im over it, its done.
yeah right, i say that about everything and everyone
but really, you wont have a piece of me
cuz baby i dont come in pieces, you gotta win me over
in order to get the prize you gotta see the picture, the whole thing
so do you feel me? i want you to, entirely.
i wanna give my all and that wont happen wit another fling.
So fuck you! I'm not gonna try anymore. fuck that habbit
I'mma just live life like i said I would
My personal philosophy bitch! haha it was NOTHING! seriously. nada.
Everyone just over reacts, even me.

get a grip.

Boy: You know how when a guy meets a girl, and all he thinks about is sex?
Me: Sure
Boy: Well, all he wants is to hold your hand.


Hospitals give me the creepers. I'm extremeeely glad you're home, I love you.

To you, that was the last time. Sigh.

you're it!

DON'T
GET
TOO
COM
FORT
ABLE!

Wow, I was fooled. You got me good. I have never been THISSSSSSS fooled before. Kudos to you,

Damn.