"Life isn’t about keeping score. It’s not about how many people call you and it’s not about who you’ve dated, are dating, or haven’t dated at all. It’s not about who you’ve kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It’s not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it’s not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn’t about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it’s not how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn’t about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It’s about how you feel about yourself. It’s about trust, happiness and compassion. It’s about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It’s about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else’s in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise."

love?

I have love; family. friends.
But sometimes you just want that type of love that you can get from one person, and that person only.
Yeah, I miss it.
I miss the security and warm feeling of knowing that he's always going to be there
I miss having someone to go to when I just wanna vent and talk about my day
I miss getting to hug someone for a long time without it having to be awkward
I miss saying "i miss you"
What can I do?
Nothing. I don't have time for it and I just don't see myself with anyone yet.
I'm not going to settle just cause I miss it.

But random guys do get old..
I don't get how anyone can find this appealing
You know, being with several people and having no commitment
Sure it could be fun, but for how long? one night? a few days?
That shit does not last and it's not worth anything.
I guess I'm going back to the old me again,
That hard to get girl, the girl who turns down every boy
The girl who doesn't settle for just anyone.
I'm just not looking for it anymore. I don't want to
Someone said God knows who the right person for you is,
and when you're ready he'll introduce you.

Like I said before, if you want me
You've got to win me over entirely.

youfuck.

You did it to yourself
Now your all by your self
Acting like you hate me
I left because you made me
You played me to the left
Now there's nobody left
To hear your complaining
i'm gone and all you're hearin' is your own
Echo!

Disgusted with trust
I trust no one no more
Just went with the flow
Found myself on the floor
When you went away
All my pain went astray
Like it's a new day

All night long
I thought to myself
Why would i stay with you
Realized that you were the one who had issues
So why would i miss you?

No one to argue with
Cause i'm not home
Don't care who your with
Don't call my phone
Or did you forget
You know your wrong
I'm gone!
And your all alone.

Be easy about it. Don’t rush into things. Savor them more. Make more plans and be more deliberate and specific about the plans you are making, and in all you do, let your dominant intent be to find that which pleasures you as you imagine it. Let your desire for pleasure and your desire for feeling good be your only guiding light. As you seek those thoughts that feel good, you will always be in vibrational harmony with the Energy that is your Source. And under those conditions, only good can come to you… and only good can come from you.

Abraham-Hicks