Sunday, October 11, 2009

love?

I have love; family. friends.
But sometimes you just want that type of love that you can get from one person, and that person only.
Yeah, I miss it.
I miss the security and warm feeling of knowing that he's always going to be there
I miss having someone to go to when I just wanna vent and talk about my day
I miss getting to hug someone for a long time without it having to be awkward
I miss saying "i miss you"
What can I do?
Nothing. I don't have time for it and I just don't see myself with anyone yet.
I'm not going to settle just cause I miss it.

But random guys do get old..
I don't get how anyone can find this appealing
You know, being with several people and having no commitment
Sure it could be fun, but for how long? one night? a few days?
That shit does not last and it's not worth anything.
I guess I'm going back to the old me again,
That hard to get girl, the girl who turns down every boy
The girl who doesn't settle for just anyone.
I'm just not looking for it anymore. I don't want to
Someone said God knows who the right person for you is,
and when you're ready he'll introduce you.

Like I said before, if you want me
You've got to win me over entirely.

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