Nothing.

Nothing is reliable.
Nothing is set in stone.
Nothing is secure.
Nothing is for sure.
Nothing will ever stay the same.

I want an angel that doesn't wear wings.

...but for that, I'll wait. Everything should flow perfectly and things will sort themselves out without having to do much, I guess. I know greater things will happen for me, and everyone else, in time. I just gotta stick in there and DO ME. I'm gonna finish my last high school year strong, enjoy my summer, go to college and start the next chapter in my life. It's really not that far away.

I guess everything is really up to me. The choices and decisions I make determines the outcomes, long and short term. Everyone says "only you know what makes you happy" well I guess if that's the norm, then only I really know what my true happiness is, I just have to trust myself more often and not doubt myself or think my self worth is not any good. I'm just as capable to do anything just as much as the person next to me. Underestimating myself is no longer something I'll do. That was the biggest mistake of all..

Away from the ugly, and soaring high into the new life I prepared myself for. Breaking through the barriers and merging into something different..beautiful.

So, i've been contemplating. I am or will be better then what i am right now, i know my own worth... and trying to act upon that worth. mistakes made, lessons learned. life is change.

Let go.