My slave.

It seems like everyone always writes in their blogs when theyre feeling angry, sad, frustrated or just freakin depressed. Yeah, me too..but that's going to change. It's 2009 and i realized, well I didn't but someone made me realize that we spend too much time hating, blaming and judging others when we could easily let them live their lives and just be happy with our own.

Yeah, I'm gonna make a decision this year, that my slave is passion and joy. I'm my own advocate. We always say we're striving to become happy and this and that hoo ha horse shit, but really, we're not. We spend more time hating why others are so GAHDAMN idiotic, but that just makes YOU crazy cause' you can't let go and let loose. So..ah.. i'm relieving myself by relieving others, because no one likes you on their case all the time, and ha, i know i'm a bitch to most of you guys cuz damn, you're all stupid--ha ha jk. but yeah, BEEEEEE FREE! cuz we're BORN FREEE as freee as the grass grows as free as the --- LALALA. :D

“Your prison is nothing in comparison with the inner prison of ordinary people: the prison of attachment, the prison of anger, the prison of depression, the prison of pride.”

oh yeah another thing, intuition? PFFT. I don't think i should listen to mine anymore, because it's been leading me towards all the wrong directions, its just made me paranoid, angry, jealous and unhappy. We always let our emotions rule us, but when it comes to happiness, sometimes you have to give reason a chance. I'll ignore my gut for now, and just let things be... besides..if it turns out that I was right .. and i get kicked in the ass.. well .. "everything happens for a reason" right? and its just gonna lead me somewhere else. Faith. It's a beautiful thing.

Adios Amigos.