DROPPPPPPPED

these stars dont shine so bright
wishful thinking, thats all it really was. i guess?
i used to wear your stars on my sleeve
and kept what was meaningful and sweet close to my chest
now theyre tucked away, in a box, collecting dust.
just like our hopes and dreams
like they were nothing at all
just like we are nothing at all.
im not going to put up a fight.
its just time for these stars to fall.


i keep living this lie, im sorry
but thats what you told me
im sorry i wasnt doing this for you, i was doing it for me
im a liar, im a bitch, im a dumbass, im useless, im powerless
im tired of living the life you guys made for me
well lets stop this now
you had me in your words
cuz all you did through all this time was cause me to be hopeless and pissed
im not trying to rhyme here, i really dont give two shits
seriously, its not like im trynna cut my wrists
i may be down, i may be weak now, but i still have my sanity
i wont do shit to myself for your pity
i dont need it
i dont need your bullshit
stop feeding me
cuz im a big girl now
and big girls dont cry--ha ha!

tired of feeling useless, tired of feeling used, tired of being an option
maybe im just your muse?
is that it? you come to me when you need shit?
need love when others shut you out
need pity when others stare you down
need sympathy when things go wrong
need compliments to build your ego up?
need ME to feel complete?
boy i know all you did was cheat
cuz all these girls keep lookin at your feet
thinking "damn he's so fine"
even though you were mine
but i told you they didnt care but whad you say?

ha. its true it's either trick or treat
well i got treated without the treat,
i was just tricked by you, trick.
so stop playing these games
you called yourself classy? well show some class
grow up, stop trynna get some ass
you call me the whore. why you wana go and say that for?
when thats the reason you get down on that floor.
you got girls, you got groupies thinkin youre so tight
ha ha. please, they dont got that right

i need trust, reasurrance, companionship, loyalty, devotion & honesty
but honestly, you didn't give me any,
your love aint even worth a penny, you didnt give a shit
just kept treatin me like i was just another bitch

youre my first, for everything
remember when you said "take that hit"
yeah you got me on that recreational shit
trynna change me, see your duplicate
but you said you loved me as i am?
cuz im the right one? the perfect one? THEE ONE?
no. just one of many.
if you found some other bitch rockin that LV, GUCCI, or FENDI
youd probably be on that actin nasssssssssty

Just a liar.
we once said love is for losers, but our lave is for lasers
and we on fiiiyah! Right?
i guess we are. cuz youre fireeed, maybe i'm fireddd?
but its okayyy cuz you got another bitch hireddd
haha im just josshinnn mann, just too damn tired...
ill end this soon just gimme a bit

ahh. ha. so let me say this
stop playing
cuz this games been going on for too long
spent, i mean wasted two fuckin years on your ass!

you know what else? i hated that song
yeah that fake ass shit you "wrote"
bitch please, you aint david choi
youre just another boy.

sorry this probably sounded ridiculous, i hope what i wrote wasnt too much
i cant write, i cant do this .. but like i said way upp there
i dont give two shits.